A very good friend of mine suggested that I start a book and movie review site, a place where I tell people what books and movies I have read and watched recently and give my opinion of them. So, that's what I am going to do. I'm going to try to get on once or twice a week and review my most recent media.

To start us off.............. The Social Network.
I watched this  movie a couple nights ago. It is the fictionalized story of how Mark Zuckerberg created Facebook. Overall I really enjoyed it. The plot was well thought out and not too predictable.  I loved how the story was told in flashback form. Telling the story like that really grabbed my attention and kept it. There was some content which definitely made this a non-family-friendly film. No surprise, because this is about a guy at a college, there was a bit of sexual content, some language and some drug use. Based on this content, I personally would recommend that no one under the age of 15 watch this movie. That being said, overall The Social Network was a well made movie, the plot and storyline was well thought out and quite enjoyable to watch. I probably would even watch it twice.

Another movie that I have seen in the last week is The Brothers Grimm, starring Heath Ledger and Matt Damon. Quite honestly, for most females, the fact that those two actors are in it are reason enough to watch this movie. And, to be completely honest, that was the big draw of this movie for me as well. But once I actually started watching it, I was watching it for much more than Matt Damon's smooth talking character. The story is about  two brothers named Jacob and William... ready for it? Grimm. Hence the name The Brothers Grimm. Anyway. So, the movie is about the Grimm brothers and their business- eradicating witches and ghosts from the superstitious villages. Well, as you may have guessed, its just a pretense. The Grimm brothers are a traveling con show. Which is working out great for them.... until someone figures it out and they are sent to a village that really does have something haunting it. And so begins the adventures of the brothers as they try to save the village's girls from whatever is in the Enchanted forest. I'm not going to tell you anymore, because I don't want to give anything away, but I will say that it was not as predictable as I thought it would be. This movie is very dark and has a few scary scenes and also a couple sensual ones, so I wouldn't recommend allowing anyone under the age of 13 or 14 to watch it. But overall I would give this movie two big thumbs up.

The next movie on the list that I have seen this week is Prom. Yes, yes I know. I'm 18 years old and I paid for a ticket to go watch a stupid Disney movie that's aimed at junior highers in theaters. But it actually was a really good movie. It was cute, sweet and clean. And the chemistry between the cast was just electric. Plus, contrary to Disney norm, there were actually a couple of very good messages in this movie. Several people go to prom alone, and happy to be so. They are confident and self-relient, and don't need a date to make them feel like they have worth. Another character takes his sister instead of a girlfriend or date, and contrary to typical Disney, this action is smiled on and looked upon as "cool". This movie has several different stories that seemingly have no connection to each other, except one. The people involved are all thinking about and planning for Prom. Some are reluctant, some are excited, and some don't care in the slightest. The storyline that I liked best was the one about Nova and Jesse. But that's all I am going to say about the stories because I don't want to give anything away. This movie is a funny, sweet, clean, cute chick flick that is perfect for a sleepover that has a range of ages. The younger girls will like the story and feel important because they get to watch a movie with their older sister. And the older girls will love it because they can appreciate the romance and sweetness of the story-and the attractiveness of the cast.

Alright, that sums up the major movies of the week. Catch ya'll next week.

Well, it sure has been a while since I last posted, hasn't it. No surprise there. School is over, my finals were about a week and a half ago now. I now am looking at 4 more weeks of Winter Break. Which is actually kind of depressing. I love school, and I don't want to have to wait that long to start up again. Oh well. That's college.
Anyway, God has really been working on me this last month. He obviously has something He wants me to learn, because there is one thing in particular that He keeps throwing at me, making me have to confront it and figure out how I am going to handle it. And it's been interesting. Currently my way of handling it is to get really emotional and start crying. Which really bugs me, cause I hate crying. HATE it. Not other people crying per se, but me, myself. I hate how my face gets all red and puffy, and that I always have a headache when I'm done. But this issue that God keeps bringing up is an issue that hits me where it hurts. Hard. Even though I can't see all His reasons, I know that God is good, and He has allowed my eyes to be opened to one of His reasons for sure. In the last month, I really have had to come to terms with the fact that despite my completely convincing myself that I am totally healed from some very painful emotional wounds, I really am not. I've just been suppressing and burying my emotions, pretending that I am perfect and that nothing can hurt me. But God really wants to teach me just how imperfect I am. He has been teaching me how emotions are good things, even the painful ones. Especially the painful ones. It's when we are hurting that we cling to God the most, it is in our weaknesses that He shows us His strength. And I have had to learn that, because I am naturally a proud, strong person. But that is not who God wants me to be. There is nothing wrong with being strong, as long as our strength comes from the Lord. But if our strength comes from worldly things or attitudes, that is wrong. All that long bit to say, God has really begun to work in me and show me just how badly I have been deceiving myself for the past year. The fact that I start crying the moment this issue is so much a mentioned is proof of that. But God has been working in me and using some other circumstances and issues to continually bring this issue up and make me work through it. I am not healed yet, but God is healing me. I'm much further in my healing now than I was a month or two ago, and God is our great healer. He is my rock and my comfort, and I am just so thankful for and in awe of His amazing love.

God also decided to bring a new opportunity for growth this week, something that was completely unexpected and honestly, shocking. It was something that I really was not expecting at all, and it kinda rocked my boat. But it was good, God really used that to make me think, make me analyze and really formulate my convictions in a certain area of my life. It was something that I really haven't thought about in a long time, mostly because I am still healing from a painful experience. And because I hadn't thought about it, I wasn't expecting it, and I really didn't know how to handle it when it came up. But again, God is so good. I prayed for wisdom and direction and He gave it. Very clearly. And along with the wisdom and direction, He gave me a secure peace, knowing that I did the right thing.

Well, this was definitely different than my normal posts, but it's what's on my heart, and that's kind of the point of this blog. So, after all these ramblings,
Goodnight World.

Wow. I can't believe that it's been two months since I last even looked at this blog. Looking back, so much has happened, but as it's actually happening, it feels like nothing is changing. Life is funny like that. Time just flies, and before you know it, everything is different.
School is going well. P.E. classes are fun, Math is ok, and English is AWESOME! I'm getting straight A's in all my classes so far, hopefully I'll keep them up.

Whenever I sit down to write my blog, I think maybe this time I'll come up with something profound to say. So far I don't think I have, and I'm not very good and sharing what's on my mind. I read other people's blog and am so inspired. I wish that I could just sit down with my computer and some beautiful, profound thoughts about life would just flow out. But they don't. And I'm not doing that great of a job blogging at all, with the times between each post getting longer and longer.
My life, as it happens, doesn't feel very interesting. I get up in the morning and go to school. I come home and eat lunch, help around the house a bit, hang out, crochet and maybe watch some t.v. But as I look back over the last few months, I see how full my life really has been.

This last Tuesday, I was home alone and not feeling that great so I decided to watch some t.v. We get a couple of the movie channels, and one of them was playing "Romeo+Juliet". The one with Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes. I love that story, so I turned it on. As I was watching, I couldn't help but tear it apart. There is soooo much wrong with it! Don't get me wrong, I love Romeo and Juliet as much as any other hopeless romantic, but seriously, who would want to be either of them? Or marry either one of them either!
Starting off the story, we have Romeo, pining away for some girl named Rosaline, going to the Capulet's dinner party and the second he sees Juliet, he"falls in love" with her. Firstly, there is no such thing as love at first sight. There is lust and attraction, but you cannot truly fall in love with someone just by looking at them. True lasting love comes with knowing a person, being intimately acquainted with all their strengths and flaws and choosing to love them in spite of their imperfections. Secondly, doesn't Romeo seem just a little fickle to you? I mean seriously people, he's pining away, spending his days sulking and moping about because this girl Rosaline wouldn't or couldn't have him (if memory serves, I think she chose to become a nun) and then with one glance at Juliet, he forgets all about his first love. Am I the only one who would have an issue with that in real life? I wouldn't want to be Rosaline, the girl easily forgotten, or Juliet, the girl he suddenly switches to. I would have a hard time trusting that he wouldn't forget me as easily the next time he saw another pretty girl. Just sayin'.
And then we have Juliet. The beautiful girl who also "falls in love" at first sight. I think her problem is mostly just being naive and overly sheltered. But to meet someone, "fall in love" and agree to get married the next day also displays a lack of maturity and discernment. Again, I'm just saying.
And then then end of the story. Juliet is married, her parents don't know, so they are forcing her to marry another man. She refuses, they don't listen. So she goes to the Priest and they make a plan for  her to get out of it. That's all well and good. She is being faithful to her husband, regardless of the fact that she barely even knows him. She takes the draught that makes her look dead. Great. That will make it easier to run away and join Romeo in Manchura without being chased.
But then Romeo. Honestly, I just think that he isn't that bright. I mean come on, his friend tells him that Juliet is dead, and instead of going to the Priest to find out what happens, he goes and buys poison, breaks into Juliet's tomb and kills himself. Really? Doesn't he think that maybe the Priest would at least tell him what happened? Or does he even think at all? I submit that he probably didn't. Not to mention, he only knew the girl for a few DAYS!!! Seriously, I have a hard time believing that someone could be that in love with another person after a few days. And then Juliet wakes up, sees Romeo dead and kills herself. Really? Again, they only knew each other for a few days!!! I just have a hard time seeing any of this happening in real life.
Now, all that being said, I really do love the story of Romeo and Juliet. I am a hopeless romantic. Any sappy, sad, sweet chick flick that is relatively clean will have me glued to the television set. Romeo and Juliet is no exception. One cannot  help but get caught up in the waves of emotion and conflict running through the story. Who doesn't want it to end well? We all want them to be together and live. And who doesn't cry at the end when they don't? Romeo and Juliet is a classic. One of the rare classics that no one would ever want to live through, but a classic nonetheless.
Gosh, now I want to go curl up with a blanket, cocoa and popcorn and watch it again. I think I might.
Later, World.

Well, it's been how long now? Almost three weeks since I so much as touched this blog. Wow. So much can happen in so short a time. I do have good excuse for neglecting my blog though. I started school on August 26, so I haven't had time to update my Facebook status, much less try to blog! I am getting up at 7 am every morning Monday through Thursday and driving over to the college where I stay till my classes are over at about 12:30. And then I come home and do homework! Yeah. Lots o' fun there. :-P
But, seriously, I am loving school. I ended taking Yoga and Step Aerobics for PE, both of which I am loving. I have never been that athletic or active, I prefer to curl up with coffee and a good book, but there is a sort of energy and focus that comes from exercising every morning that I have never experienced and that I love having. I also am taking Math and Freshman Comp. Math is Math. There is not much more to say on that point. English is going well I think. I love writing to begin with, so taking a writing class hardly feels like school work. It feels more like.... getting to focus almost all of my attention on my hobby.
You know, I have noticed something. I have had several people who, when they heard that I was going to college, said that they were sorry for me and that school sucks. I never understand people like that. I mean, yeah, school is hard, but it is only unpleasant if you chose to let it be. I would say that 90% of all enjoyment (or non-enjoyment) of things is a matter of your attitude. If you decide that you are going to have fun and enjoy what you are doing, you will. I don't care what you are doing, you could be scrubbing a public restroom, but if you decide to have a good attitude about it, you'll enjoy it. That is a fact of life that sadly, many people do not know, or chose not to accept. So, when people tell me that they are sorry for me, I usually smile and say don't be. I love it. School is fun. And here's the other thing. You NEVER stop learning. The world is a school, you could be 9 or 99, there is still going to be something you do not know, something that you need to learn.
Anyway, blah blah blah. I go on a lot of rabbit trails.
So, this last weekend was fun. Labor day weekend. I had a four day weekend and enjoyed it greatly. Although I spent the majority of my time working on an essay for English, I did manage to a have a little bit of fun. I kicked off the weekend by having a couple of friends spend the night and watching the premiere on "Camp Rock 2" on the Disney channel. Yes, I know. I am 17 years old and I watch the Disney channel. So sue me. The acting wasn't that great, the plot was rather predictable and not very original, unlike the first one. BUT the music and choreography were both waaaaaaay better than the first one. And since that is why I watched in the first place, I was happy.
Saturday I went down to Santa Barbara for the day and hung out. Sunday I went to church, then we came home and cleaned and then some of our family came over and we had a birthday party for my sister who is turning 7 tomorrow. Sunday night I bought a couple CDs. Ok, fine. Three. "Who I Am" by Nick Jonas and the Administration, The Camp Rock 2 Soundtrack and "Born Again" by newsboys. Monday I finished my essay and some friends came up for dinner. Yes, it was a lovely weekend.
And today was a lovely day. My family had to go to SB today, but I couldn't go cause I had school. So, I got to take my dad's car. I went to school, then I stopped by the store to get some food for lunch. It was weird to get home and have no one be there. But.... kind of nice at the same time. When I got home, I ate. Then I made cinnamon rolls and while they were rising I crocheted and watched tv till my family got home. And now, we are all going to watch a movie with my sister. So, adios world!